Hannah Gadsby Talks About Autism And The Risk of Failing in Her New Show

Douglas is a brilliant comedy about women and autism – speaking about an often painfully experienced difference without self-deprecation.

Hannah Gadsby’s new show, Douglas, is not earth-shattering the way Nanette was; but then, nothing could be.

Many of us watched with fascination as Gadsby’s tenth solo show, Nanette, took her from a local niche market in queer comedy to international superstardom, skipping quite a few steps in between.

The comedian had intended Nanette to be her farewell show, and by all accounts was not prepared for what followed: major awards at international comedy festivals, a world tour, a Netflix special, appearing at the Emmys, moving to Los Angeles, and receiving endorsements from the likes of Ellen Page, Roxane Gay, and Monica Lewinsky. It was well deserved, but also disconcertingly rapid.

Gadsby was diagnosed with autism in the years leading up to Nanette. In fact, she tells us in Douglas that the show came directly out of that diagnosis: “I found a name for how I experienced the world.” Gadsby’s comedic voice changed with Nanette; there, she spoke with the newfound confidence of someone who has come to understand themselves, someone who no longer seeks to belong to clubs that wouldn’t have them.

How Gadsby weathered being thrust into Hollywood is a good question, but Douglas reads like a direct response to that experience, and an act of considered self-care.

As a comedy show, Douglas is in some ways deliberately very normal. It is funny throughout, it has those rehearsed non-sequiturs that move the narration forward, and its progression is linear rather than exponential in the way of Nanette. Gadsby takes time to talk about her last show, her last tour, what she has learned – all that ordinary stuff local comedians do at every Melbourne Comedy Festival.

These are no doubt premeditated choices. Gadsby has spoken at length about not wanting to be seen as a non-funny comedian or to quit comedy altogether (even though quitting was the premise of Nanette). After all, Nanette’s great success made her think that her best move would be to showcase her comedic craft “instead of trying to learn a whole new skill set”.


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While performing Douglas, Gadsby talks about the emotional toll of spending two years touring a show about trauma. She adds: “That was only my fault. I started that conversation.” Formally, if Douglas is about anything, it is about recreating comedy as Gadsby’s safe, comfortable space.

Douglas begins with phones being taken away from audience members and locked into magnetic pouches. Having spent considerable time introducing the sensory sensitivity associated with autism, Gadsby later explains that the sudden flashing of light in the audience is very distracting.

She notes that she now has to pay people to touch her, despite the discomfort it causes her: a stylist, a tailor, a hairdresser. She describes the “meltdown” that autistic people experience with complete sensory overload, often dismissed as a “tantrum”, but in reality anything but.

Gadsby also notes the intentional medicalisation of women’s emotional range: “Sure, I may nibble on a bit of dark chocolate on a full moon. But I’ve never wanted to punch a door!” She points out that expectations of women to be the emotional workhorses of social situations are so high, and autistic women learn to camouflage their symptoms to such a degree, that autism in women and girls was once thought to be an impossibility.

Throughout the show she narrates her life, lived in the consequences of these misconceptions and misdiagnoses. Again and again she returns to a lament: “This is because we live in a world where everything is named by men.”

Nanette was a terrifically crafted piece of standup comedy, as well as a timely reckoning with patriarchy, sexual violence and homophobia, just as #MeToo was getting going. It was always going to be a very hard act to follow.

Douglas is a deftly executed, brilliant comedy about women and autism – speaking about an often painfully experienced difference without self-deprecation or condescension. I hope it finds its audience.

Jana Perkovic is a sessional lecturer and researcher at the University of Melbourne

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Brexit’s Confounding Conservatism Leaves the UK Left Upset and Adrift

In the aftermath of Brexit, ‘Bregretters’ proliferate. As the promises dissolve the ‘leave’ campaign doesn’t know what exactly it voted for.

In the aftermath of Brexit, ‘Bregretters’ proliferate. As the promises dissolve, the ‘leave’ campaign doesn’t know what exactly it voted for.

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A mural on St. John’s church, Princes Street. Credit: byronv2/Flickr CC BY-NC 2.0

Huntingdon (England): As with millions of voters in the United Kingdom, the middle-aged lady in Huntingdon town centre was highly distressed at the nation’s decision to leave the European Union. Yet, unlike the massed liberals aghast at the lurch to the right, she had plumped for Brexit.

“I never ever thought we’d leave,” she said, as rain streamed down outside, ruining a July afternoon. “I just voted that way to make a stand”

Similar sentiment around the country was quickly tagged ‘Bregret‘ with social media users mocking those who unwittingly sprung the nation out of the union. For this Huntingdon ‘Bregretter’, Facebook became a crueler place. “They call people who voted out ‘racist’, and that other word they use…the one beginning with ‘x’. But my vote had nothing to do with immigration.”

She now avoids the subject for fear of being vilified as a xenophobe, and pleaded for anonymity when being interviewed. But she was willing to outline her Brexit reasoning: the UK shouldn’t be subject to laws voted for in Brussels. When asked for an example of objectionable EU legislation, she didn’t offer one, instead falling back on the principle at stake.

Such is Britain’s political predicament: a messy whirl of conviction and confusion. Her uncertainty amid bitter recriminations reflects the national mood in the aftermath of a referendum that could fundamentally alter the country – and the continent – in years to come. While the tumult offers promise for an already dominant Conservative party, the UK’s liberal and Left factions have been left frothing and reeling.

There were lots of reasons to vote ‘leave’, and the idea that people were all racists, or all anti immigrant, is wrong. Dislike for a troubled European project, innate conservatism, and misinformation all influenced voters. Geographical and class divisions were at play, making it unwise for well off, city-dwelling ‘remainers’ to exacerbate those rifts by sneering. While economic factors were present, the idea most ‘leave’ voters have been on a downward spiral since deindustrialisation as economies liberalised is an over-simplification.

Leader of the United Kingdom Independence Party Nigel Farage holds a placard as he launches his party's EU referendum tour bus in London, Britain May 20, 2016. Reuters/Neil Hall/File Photo

Leader of the United Kingdom Independence Party Nigel Farage holds a placard as he launches his party’s EU referendum tour bus in London, Britain May 20, 2016. Reuters/Neil Hall/File Photo

No more Polish vermin

Huntingdon is the capital of a prosperous district in west Cambridgeshire, a stronghold of the Conservative party, birthplace of 17th century revolutionary Oliver Cromwell, and former parliamentary seat of Prime Minister John Major. Over 54% of the electorate in the area voted for Britain to exit, against the advice of the current member of parliament, Jonathan Djanogly.

The day after the referendum, racist cards were left on doorsteps and windscreens near Huntingdon’s Oxmoor housing estate. ‘Leave the EU. No more Polish vermin’, they read, complete with a dodgy translation into Polish on the reverse. An estimated 850,000 Polish people now live in the UK after being granted working rights in 2011, as a result of the EU’s enshrinement of the rights of capital, goods, services and people to move unimpeded across national borders.

The leafleting was reported nationally, along with racist graffiti scrawled on a Polish cultural centre in the London borough of Hammersmith. Hate crime in the UK rose 42% to more than 3,000 incidents in the week before and after the plebiscite, heightening concerns about resurgent xenophobic nationalism.

Around the Oxmoor, there’s plenty of ‘Brexitism’, but no apparent racism. Robert Bennett, a friendly, slight 51-year-old, munches a lunchtime sandwich on a foldout camping chair on a grassy verge opposite Arch Motors & Manufacturing, where he’s been welding for decades. He voted out so the UK can “run itself”, but says eastern Europeans, who some of his 7 kids grew up playing with, are well integrated. So why the hostile leaflets then?  “Some bloody idiot. I can’t imagine it’s a group.” A workmate nods cautious approval.

The theory that it was an isolated incident is popular on the estate’s fringes, which have short rows of smart terraced houses, well-kempt gardens, some with bird feeders, and plentiful green areas and playgrounds. One fence proudly displays a large red ‘Polska’ flag. There’s no visible litter or graffiti – aside from one symbol for the campaign for nuclear disarmament. While known within the Huntingdon area as run-down and crime-ridden, by global standards, it’s a highly desirable residential area.

 Polish workers are easy to locate on the Oxmoor as they return from shifts on nearby industrial areas at Hilton Food Group, a meat processor, Hotel Chocolat, which makes luxury confectionery, and vacuum-packer Charpak Ltd.  They seem alarmed by Brexit, and perturbed by the leaflets in an area has otherwise always been welcoming. Nobody has been harassed directly, yet Katarzyna Marzewska, 27, senses a shift. “Sometimes people look at you not nice. Before Brexit it was different.” She works a machine at Hilton and hopes to be able to stay as she’s been in the UK for over 5 years. Others are less sanguine. “Lots of Polish people are scared,” she said. “We are thinking about the future.”
A British flag which was washed away by heavy rains the day before lies on the street in London, Britain, June 24, 2016 after Britain voted to leave the European Union in the EU BREXIT referendum. Reuters/Reinhard Krause

A British flag which was washed away by heavy rains the day before lies on the street in London, Britain, June 24, 2016 after Britain voted to leave the European Union in the EU BREXIT referendum. Reuters/Reinhard Krause

Generation games

The future impact on the country’s youth was much discussed post-referendum, with a generational divide revealed in the vote. A group of five lads rolling a joint in a nearby park do not buck the trend.  They didn’t get round to voting, but are against the decision to leave by a multi-racial country with a long history of immigration. “They want it to be back to where it was in the old days,” says a 21-year-old with Pakistani heritage about an older generation’s nostalgia for the days when Britain bestrode the world. “And they don’t realise that’s not what young people want.” He also has more prosaic concerns: “It’s going to f*ck up the economy, isn’t it”.

Huntingdon’s MP Djanogly, a former corporate lawyer, holds similar views, although he expressed them somewhat differently on his website a day before the vote: “The overwhelming evidence points to our future trade, prosperity and job creation prospects to be maximised by remaining in the EU”. On the issue of foreigners, he points out half of immigration is non-EU, and British farms and factories need the workers regardless. “They are taking no-one’s jobs,” he wrote about the area’s 4,000 EU migrants, or 3% of the population. “Indeed with local unemployment of only about 0.5%, without our hard working much needed immigrant population our local economy would soon come to a grinding halt.”

Such thinking is de rigueur on the Left, where any concerns about the EU’s current challenges, or its free market foundations, are routinely dwarfed by disgust at the perceived insularity of the decision, and frets about negative political and economic consequences. For others, it’s personal, as they worry for European friends and colleagues living in the UK, stress over disrupted plans to do business in Europe, or bemoan the potential end to hassle-free travel across the union. “We were angry, but overwhelmingly our feelings were of sadness. Our social media feeds were full of similar anger and grief.  Tearful emojis littered posts about people feeling physically ill and shocked by the result,” emoted a cosmopolitan columnist.

Broken services, broken promises

Much of the anger is directed at the right-wing politicians and press that are seen to have led voters astray – and with plenty of justification. In Littleport in northeast Cambridgeshire, it’s again hard to find anybody who voted remain.  The area is popular with migrants who work agricultural jobs on land readied for farming around three centuries ago when marshes were drained. The main feature of its high street is the Polish grocery shop and large number of takeaways offering foreign food, including a traditional fish and chips shop doubling as a Chinese takeaway.

Pre-conceived narratives frame referendum decisions: Wendy Wallace, 49, who’s visiting her recently bereaved father, wants Britain to relocate its ‘backbone’, and saw rejecting the EU as the first blow against national decadence; others hope it will boost manufacturing. If there are common themes to draw, they’re mundane: few people seem aware of how a complex EU worked and any net advantages for the UK it generated.

Immigration-related concerns feature strongly. I’m told in breathless tones that “it’s at breaking point now: they reckon the Muslims are going to take over in the prisons”, while others bought into particular promises, like the ‘leave’ campaign’s discredited claim that £350 million a week would become available to spend on public services. “I voted out but I don’t know if we’ve done the right thing,” said Andy Heaps, 61, an agricultural worker, leaning on his garden gate. “I thought with all this money we were going to save we were going to do hospitals, schools, transport, but now they’ve gone back on it.” He’s a ‘Labour man’, like his railway worker father, and is worried about the lack of road maintenance – he points at some slightly frayed tarmac on the road outside his house – and two-week waits for appointments at the local health clinic.

Perceived under-investment by Conservative-led governments in public services is a key issue in British politics — which perhaps accounts for the rage on swathes of the Left at false Brexit claims: austerity is not a product of the UK’s EU membership fee, but an ideologically driven decision to try and reduce the budget deficit. If Brexit has a negative economic effect, there will be less tax revenue to spend on public services.

Yet if dishonest campaigning from the right contributed to Brexit, leftists critical of globalisation have also used the vote to advance their narratives. The referendum result is analysed as a rejection of the urban elite and its internationalist ways by voters still reeling from deindustrialisation. That’s not really the case in Cambridgeshire – and even in the UK’s industrial heartlands, the shift from manufacturing to services began well over three decades ago, and some efforts at regeneration have been successful. Fervent Euroscepticism among the elite and the masses has existed ever since the UK joined the European Economic Community in 1973, and has been boosted in recent years by the rise of the UK Independence Party.

Birkbeck College politics professor Eric Kaufmann rejects the argument that Brexit was about economic inequality for white British voters. Instead, data shows the strongest predictive factors were related to personal values regarding, for example, order and diversity.  “Brexit voters, like Trump supporters, are motivated by identity, not economics,” he said. “Age, education, national identity and ethnicity are more important than income or occupation.”

'Immigration strains British infrastructure' Reuters/Files

‘Immigration strains British infrastructure’ Reuters/Files

A progressive alliance?

Uncertainty is now pervasive in the UK, as a nation without a constitution begins to try and fathom an unprecedented international and national constitutional puzzle. For the remodeled Conservative government, there is a possible way forward. There’s little appetite amongst the business and political elite for exiting the EU’s single market in goods and service, which aims to ease trade by eliminating tariffs, while taking a much-mocked forensic approach to achieving regulatory convergence and harmonising product standards.

The presumed option is joining the European Economic Area (EEA), which is a deal between the EU and four countries that grants them single market access. The biggest downside is acceptance of the free movement of people, a leading objection of the ‘leave’ campaign. However, there’s precedent for a deal, as tiny Liechtenstein has exercised the EEA’s ‘safeguard mechanisms’ to enact immigration quotas, and Iceland used the same measure to unilaterally impose capital controls during its banking crisis. Tortuous negotiations beckon. But the possibilities at least allow the Conservatives to pursue a favorable deal that would mean the end of any threat of further political integration, a win for free traders, and a claim to at least be trying to retrieve control of immigration. By only partially severing Britain’s ties with the EU, that type of arrangement would, however, provoke further hostility from the right.

Such compromising solutions were not the focus of the shell-shocked crowd who gathered in front of Cambridge’s Guild Hall five days after the vote to express their displeasure at the result. Wealthy, liberal, highly educated, and outward looking, 74% of the Cambridge electorate voted for the UK to remain in the EU. As the first speaker told the crowd to shake hands with someone next to them in an awkward display of neighbourliness, unconcerned market traders scurried among them packing up their stalls.

While some talked of how to reverse the result, Green party activist Stuart Tuckwood, adopted a more pragmatic stance. Tuckwood’s appeal was to advance the Green Party’s initiative for a ‘progressive alliance‘ of four parties to try and unseat the Conservatives in the next election on an anti-austerity platform, which would also abolish first-past-the-post and introduce proportional representation if elected. The referendum has jilted hundreds of thousands into joining political parties as people shudder at the political trajectory suggested by the referendum result.

Tuckwood is a 26-year-old Scot and by no means a member of the Cambridge political, academic or business elite. He works as a senior nurse at Addenbrooke’s hospital where his salary doesn’t match the city’s sky-high house prices. He sees first hand the problems in the health service as cuts and competition put downward pressure on the quality of care.

He views Brexit as a result of misinformation from anti-regulation ‘media moguls’ exploiting voters who felt they had little left to lose. Rather than railing against the result, he wants the focus on national politics, to try and reverse some of the most corrosive effects of neo-liberalism: the reduced funding for public services and the ‘marketisation’ of their provision.

“If we spend too much time squabbling over what happens next and fighting about the technicalities then a Conservative government will be able to get on with what they want to do, like fully privatising the health service, or slashing corporation tax even further,” he said. “The people wielding the real power will get on with next battle — that’s where we need to be looking.”

William Davison is a British freelance journalist currently based in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia.

In Ethiopia, a Quiet Rivalry for Influence Pits US against China

Addis Ababa: When Barack Obama became the first sitting President of the United States to touch down in Ethiopia’s capital on Sunday evening, it was at an airport being upgraded using a $250-million Chinese loan.

His convoy then zipped along a six-lane urban expressway, also funded by the Export-Import Bank of China, to Meskel Square, where the two lines of a new Chinese-built electric railway intersect. Towering over the capital’s southwest, he may have spotted the headquarters of the African Union, a $200 million giveaway from China’s leaders.

China’s physical framing of Obama’s arrival is fitting in an emerging African nation where the US is now one of a clutch of security, development and economic partners rather than a predominant superpower.

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Ethiopia’s infrastructure needs are enormous. Credit: Makis Siderakis

On the agenda for Monday’s meetings will be Ethiopia’s growth and development, US concerns about repression, and, notably, conflicts in South Sudan and Somalia, National Security Advisor Susan Rice told reporters last week.

While a wad of Chinese cash may be at work improving Addis Ababa’s international terminals, the US completed its own Ethiopian airport expansion in 2010: a $50 million job by the Air Force in the southern city of Arba Minch.  Months later, a White House spokesman revealed surveillance drones were being flown from there, presumably into Somalia.  On a cliff above the airbase at Paradise Lodge, young Americans with crew cuts and wearing fatigues lamely try to pass themselves off as tourists. Ethiopia’s government has never admitted the operation exists.

Although aspects of the partnership may be covert, US and Ethiopian security interests are openly aligned. Ethiopia’s powerful military intervened over its eastern border into Somalia in 2006 to remove the Union of Islamic Courts from power. Major operations resumed around 2010 after that movement morphed into the Al Qaeda-affiliated extremists Al Shabaab.

Ethiopian troops are now part of a Western-funded African Union force that has dislodged Shabaab from strategic positions while largely failing to stem its attacks. The mission is supported by US drone raids that killed top Shabaab commanders this year.

According to Ambassador Taye Atskeselassie, the Director-General of American Affairs at Ethiopia’s Foreign Ministry, security ties are paramount. “The fight against terrorism is a common interest and that in fact defines the strategic relationship with the US,” he said.

The US and Ethiopia remain “remarkably in lockstep” on Somalia and Washington values Ethiopian intelligence on Islamists, said Harry Verhoeven, an Africa specialist at Georgetown University’s School of Foreign Service in Qatar. “The security relationship with Addis is absolutely crucial in the context of the enduring campaign against jihadist terrorism,” he said. “American influence on key foreign policy and security issues is still much greater than China’s for Ethiopia.”

The US also backs African efforts led by Ethiopia at mediating an agreement between South Sudan’s leaders to end a devastating conflict in the nation that borders Ethiopia’s southwest. Obama’s visit coincides with a renewed push by negotiators to get South Sudan’s President Salva Kiir and his former deputy turned rebel leader Riek Machar to sign a power-sharing deal.

Although the prospects are remote of achieving lasting peace soon, Ethiopia played a key role in ensuring the conflict didn’t escalate to become a full-fledged proxy war between regional rivals Uganda and Sudan, according to Verhoeven. Its peacekeepers also play a vital hand by patrolling Abyei, a disputed territory seen as the most likely trigger for renewed conflict between Sudan and South Sudan.

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Despite the convergence, the US officially offers scant military support for Ethiopia, with no lethal weaponry provided due to concerns over abuses. It does, however, deliver significant development aid. The approximately $600 million a year channeled mainly into HIV/AIDS and other health programs has been integral to a successful government drive to counter the epidemic.

Ethiopia’s role battling Islamists and containing regional instability is also seen to mollify US criticism of a lack of democratisation and human rights abuses. Although the State Department details a litany of civil rights violations every year, public condemnation is rare and muted.

Government opponents have renewed criticism in recent weeks as the ruling front won a second successive electoral landslide — this time eliminating all opposition representation from parliament. In last week’s briefing, Susan Rice produced a typical response; saying Ethiopia’s electoral process may have lacked “integrity” — and then describing it as “100 percent” democratic.

Prior to departing for East Africa, President Obama suggested that his visit to Burma “solidified and validated” human-rights activism. But as with attempts to engage Kenyans on gay rights, Prime Minister Hailemariam Desalegn’s government is likely to rebuff concerns.

Ambassador Taye says Ethiopia thinks the US is sympathetic to the trajectory of a political system that shook off feudalism in 1974 and military socialism in 1991.  “We have been articulating our position to say that we don’t have a difference in principles, so to say, or underpinning philosophy, but it’s a matter of emphasis and sequencing, and a matter of, if not prioritization but also creating a democratic system that fits into our level of development. So by discussing those areas we believe we can understand each other.”

An alternative take is that there is a gulf in thinking, which can be seen, for example, in the ruling front’s watertight relations with the Communist Party of China. Ethiopia’s leaders seem to view civil society pressure, media scrutiny and thrusting multi-party politics as an effect, not a cause, of development. For the government, criticism of Ethiopia’s large dams by Berkeley-based International Rivers, or of rural resettlement programs by the Oakland Institute, also from California, is part of a campaign to keep Ethiopians poor.

“Under an environment of lopsided global power configuration, it is not surprising that on all issues, including human rights, the opinion of the powerful drowns the voices of the powerless,” the information ministry said in a pamphlet published this month. “Western-based human rights advocates therefore have the ear of the hegemons of the world.”

The nature of the rebuttals suggest Obama’s message on rights will have little effect, said Tegbaru Yared, a lecturer at Addis Ababa University’s Center for Federal Studies. “The Ethiopian Peoples’ Revolutionary Democratic Front is already emboldened and attributes economic success to its ideology of developmentalism. For the ruling front, blunt talk by the U.S. and criticism of the human rights record is fundamentally a clash of ideologies; a conspiracy by the neo-liberal camp.”

If political arm-twisting will not result in submission, economic diplomacy may be more productive. The biggest push by the Obama administration on the continent has been the Power Africa program, which aims to facilitate investment in a historically underfunded sector. In Ethiopia, the initiative has supported negotiations on a power purchasing agreement and funded studies for a project to generate 500 megawatts of electricity from Rift Valley steam by U.S.-Icelandic firm Reykjavik Geothermal.

Ambassador Taye hopes the visit will add momentum to renewable energy projects, along with furthering the engagement of US agribusiness in a country of farmers still striving to move beyond subsistence.

Yet even in the economic focal area of energy, the US is comfortably trumped by China, which has supported Ethiopia’s dam-building program for years. Recently its lenders bankrolled the turbines for the 1,870-megawatt Gibe III hydropower plant and the Exim bank loaned $1-billion for a transmission line from the under-construction 6,000-megawatt Grand Ethiopian Renaissance Dam – Africa’s two largest hydropower stations.

Obama, in contrast, faces a congressional battle to even get the US Export-Import Bank reauthorized. Republican opponents say the bank’s financing of exports by the likes of General Electric and Boeing is “corporate welfare”.